2005年10月1日

Rome was not built in one day！11:47:44

Today I enjoined a wedding of my friend, when I sat in the hotel and watched the bride and bridegroom through the red carpet with ours applause, everybody with the envious look at them and give them their best wishes.

Just then, I think about my girlfriend, I wish I could take her what she ideal lifestyle, make her feel happiness with me. But as you know, now I just only a engineer of quality. I often take overtime for my job, but I can only obtain little salary. It is only enough making me living, so I usually feel anxiety about my life, and my lover. I want to create my new life, I believe I can. I know impossible is nothing and Rome was not built in one day!

  2005年8月4日

As you know, Shenlongjia is a famous virgin forest is seated in the north-west of Hubei province.

It is my ideal place of my summer holidays with my girlfriend. That is my first journey with her by myself. What a romantic travel when I image it in my heart. I believed we should enjoy it deeply. She is frail of the peer. I wish this travel could release her nervous and have a good condition to face the new life and works.

The first day, we arrived to the Fang County at noon by long time bus. She had a violent sick up owing to the bumpy piedmont. Despite we were so tired, we had a good appetite with the Fang County’s dishes. It is very delicious for us. And then we lease a micro car to finish our travel. At the five o’clock in the afternoon, we get the first station of our journey-Yanzi cave. It is name there have a big cave that the inner inhabit swarm swallow, and don’t move from there. It is so wonderful about the nature.

When we stay there we could feel the cool wind blow from the cave. Oh, my dear, I could see a swarm of swallow fly in the cave and hear the voice of them. Just then, I couldn’t keep myself to take the photos to save the scenery in my mood.

雪永远是那样的纯洁，没有一点瑕渍。白茫茫，无边无际，与天连成一体。我喜欢雪，喜欢她的洁白，喜欢她的无暇。

当路面已看不到足迹，山间以不见杂草，天空不再有飞鸟，变得那样寂静。大地与山林都以安然入睡，不时的发出阵阵鼾唱。这一刻，世界是那样安静，没有吵杂，没有浮华。。。看不到色彩，只有那沉睡的，静静的白，还有那满空飘舞的飞雪。

我一直伫立在雪中，一动不动，仿佛就是那雪中的一尊雕像。我不想离去，因为我离去的足迹会破坏那宁静的和谐。那一刻，我醉了— 远远的望去，那是天？不，那是地？我已不能分清天与地，那以往看似如此的遥远，如今却无间的交融，是那样的浑然天成。或许原本就没有天地之分，是的，我想一定是的！

远处，不知何时跑来几个嬉闹的孩童。在广阔的雪地上堆积了一个雪人，用小石子当雪人的眼睛。雪人很好看，孩子们很高兴，不停的蹦跳。可是，雪人周围的地面以恢复了泥土的面容，在广阔的白中是那样的刺眼。这时的天空以不再有雪花在飞舞。孩子们依旧在雪地中嬉闹，我依旧木纳的站在原地，一动不动，生怕破坏了那洁白整体。虽然我知道，那洁白以不在完整，那地面，山林不久便不再洁净，不再安宁，那无暇的纯洁将会无存，那天地将会分隔。天空会有很多飞鸟，地面有许多人群。然而，那一切的繁华，我都不曾记起，也都不曾忘却·

天色暗了下来，我依然站在原地。玩耍的孩童早已归家，广阔的空间只剩下我与远处的雪人。我注视着他，渐渐的，他开始向我微笑，向我招手，向我诉说，诉说那美丽的冬日。我仔细的聆听，一动不动，倾听那美丽的故事。这时我突然看到了他眼中晶莹的泪珠，然而那每一滴都落在我的心头。

  2005年7月24日

     人世间，任何事情的结果几乎都取决与当事者所持的态度。站在北京的任何一个点上，你都可以选择走向四面八方，你决定方向的依据来源于你内心的态度或渴望；如果你想往大海，你就会走向东走；如果你梦想高原，你就会向西走。只要你做出了选择，你的经历就会因选择而异，最后所产生的结局也会完全不同。因此，从一定意义上说，你想成为什么样的人完全来自于你的内心。社会环境和人际关系也会对你产生影响，尤其是当你没有决断力的时候，但最终做出决定的还是你自己。只要你有坚定的态度和信心，通常你就能影响周围的环境和人们，使事态向着对你有利的方向发展。