Dumping my blog @ MSN, just to run away from my thoughts for a while. I always think too much, about love/relationships/moral/religion/... but can't help to feel worse and worse.

I still don't feel good about many things happening, but who cares, here is a place to study, life is a struggle, you have to struggle to live.

The reason I chose to study Computer Science in the first place is someone said to me it's not a good career for girls, like girls are all idiots or something, now I know he was right, mainly because computers are skin-killers, but I kinda enjoyed this subject and I don't know what else I am interested in, logical thinking is always my strength, but sometimes I still feel that I need a higher IQ in this Genius-Surrounded department... lol...
In Computer Science, women are rare, I am doing post-graduate now, there is only one female in my class,,, of course that's me. -_-;;;
It's a good and bad thing, you get more attention, but you also kinda left out... I guess I will just live the way I was, and try to focus on study, at least for the rest of 2007.

At last, a little introduction about myself
Name: Fay P
Place: University of Otago, Dunedin, New Zealand
Study: Computer Science, minor in Math
Interests: Music, reading, travel...
Programming: Java, C, html, Prolog... etc. Learning python by myself at the moment, and trying to understand ORACLE stuff.