In the last three months, the feeling of emptyness and tiresome always raided me and make me was at a loss even though I want to escaped the circle. In those time, I knew there's many things worthy of doing but no energy produced. Computer games and films made up of my lives. It seemed that I was out of control. Since yesterday, I found the sense of meaning. I bought two batteries for my radio and it provides me much enjoyment and news around the world. So I spend some time on thinking about the news.....................